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End of week frustrations

January 30, 2009 Kay Lynn 5 comments

I am becoming thoroughly displeased with the David’s Bridal website.  It keeps moving my favorites around – either they’re in the wrong place, or it deletes them, or it says they’re something else…On top of that, every time you change screens, you have to check yes, no, or cancel to ensure that you really want to take that action.  You then spend an inordinate amount of time waiting (rather impatiently, I might add) for the stupid page to load…and it turns out to be the wrong one.  Why can’t I just look at everything on one page?  Is that really so much to ask?  I just want to see what you have!!  Why must you make it so difficult?

*sigh*  I’m tired of waiting today.  I left work this afternoon about 2:40 to run a check to the bank and to stop at the courthouse.  It takes about 30 seconds to check our box in the clerk’s office, so that took no time at all.  I was hoping that by the time I got done with all that, the enormous line at the treasurer’s office would be somewhat shrunken.  I was wrong.  I think I sat there for close to half an hour just waiting to get into the driver’s license station to renew my driver’s license.  Once I got in there, things moved along pretty quickly and it didn’t take long for my new license to be printed.  But oh, the wait just to get in!  I left for the courthouse earlier than I normally do and I’m glad I did!

And now I get to wait on my birthday present.  For my birthday, I was presented with a lovely new laptop computer, courtesy of my wonderful fiancé.  Apparently it has the wrong operating system installed on it, so we have to send it back to have the problem corrected.  He was so disappointed!  I am, too, but it’s okay.  In two weeks, I’ll have a lovely new laptop that I can play on to my heart’s content.  Yay!

And speaking of waiting, now that I think about it, I had to wait at the doctor’s office this morning, too.  It’s that time of year, the one that every woman dreads: annual exam time.  It was made worse by the oversight I made when I called to get an appointment.  I failed to ask for my normal gynecologist, so they just stuck me with whatever PA happened to be free.  I don’t think she’s even a gynecologist; I think she’s just a general practitioner.  I will not make that mistake again in the future.  It’s bad enough when I have the other gynecologist, let alone someone who’s never poked around down there.  Oh, how I wish those stupid appointments were unnecessary!  I do so hate them.

But on the bright side, it is Friday.  And I only have 45 minutes left at work.  Then I can go home and relax.  And they’re playing Celine Dion on the radio.  Woot!  And today was payday!  Yay!

And now I think I’m done.

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Categories: Rants, Whining

Another year older, but am I really all that wiser?

January 29, 2009 Kay Lynn 2 comments

I haven’t decided yet.  Twenty-five seems like a milestone but all I really know for sure is that I’ve crammed a lot into the last seven years, some good, some not-so-good, and some somewhere in between.  I have this incredible urge to take stock of my life suddenly.  I don’t know why, so don’t ask.

I’m feeling a bit on the mellow side today.  I’ve had several people urging me to cheer up, but I just can’t seem to drag myself out of this blah sort of mood that I’ve been in lately.  It’s really weird.  It’s like nothing really matters; qué será, será, you know?  I can’t really explain it.  All I know is that I have been conspicuously lacking in passion of any sort lately.  Although now I’m about to have a passion of grammar because conspicuously just looks weird.  Maybe it’s just me, but it looks goofy, like I mispelled it somehow.  I’m pretty sure I didn’t, but I’m too lazy to look it up, so I guess I’ll just have to live with it.  *sigh*

It’s funny how birthdays have changed for me.  I used to really look forward to birthdays as a kid, particularly if it stormed because then chances were good that we’d have a snow day and I could stay home and play all day.  That rocked.  Now, birthdays just don’t seem to mean much anymore.  It doesn’t really feel like a special day anymore, just another day I have to drag myself out of bed, into the freezing cold, and off to work.  And I’m completely over my longing for snow days because they don’t really apply to adults.  We still have to work.  Why, then, can’t it be unseasonably warm on January 29th every year?  Is 70° really so much to ask for a birthday present?  I suppose it is, though, so I’ll quit whining about it now.  Except that I just want to say it is really, really cold out there.

I suppose the fact that it’s rather a dreary day today doesn’t help a whole lot.  Moodwise, I mean.  The sun is trying to shine, but it’s still pretty cloudy, so everything looks kind of gray.  And I’m tired, so I would really rather just be at home curled up under a blanket and watching t.v. or reading a book or something.  Only another four hours before I can go home and be free…Too bad my birthday hot chocolate isn’t caffeinated!

Well, I suppose I ought to find something work-related to do now…

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Lovely white

January 28, 2009 Kay Lynn Leave a comment

I know, you probably never thought you would hear me say all that white crap outside is pretty, but I couldn’t help it today.  Despite the frigid temps, it was a beautiful morning.  The fog enveloping the snow-encrusted trees was just gorgeous as the sun tried to break through it all.  Once the fog burned off, the snow on the trees stuck around for a while and they looked so beautiful reaching up to touch the brilliant blue sky!  I wish I’d had time to grab my camera and take a picture.  You just don’t see things like that every day.  And much as I hate the snow, once in a while it is truly beautiful.  The scene at the courthouse this morning was positively breathtaking.

And that was the bright side of the day.  My head has been bothering me all day and it just keeps getting worse.  My stupid jaw is acting up again and I think that’s the majority of the reason my head hurts so badly.  Stupid arthritic jaw.  If only I didn’t need you…Anyway, I wish it would stop hurting so I could feel decent for once.  But like they say, if wishes were horses, then beggars would ride.  *sigh*  If only…

I’m looking forward to getting some things done around the house tonight while everyone is at CCD.  That hour of quiet time every week is really quite nice!  Except that I don’t really feel like doing laundry or vacuuming or dusting.  Mostly I feel like just laying in front of the t.v. and watching Star Trek till I fall asleep.  It would be terribly unproductive, but terribly satisfying at the same time.  Maybe on Saturday I can do that with the kids.  They love Star Trek.

I hate my computer.  It seems to live for malfunctioning.  I think it does it just to annoy me.  It does a very good job.  So does the copier.  Stupid office equipment.  Work!  Work correctly for a change!

*sigh*  Time to brave the cold to go to the courthouse…

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More white crap

January 27, 2009 Kay Lynn 2 comments

Yes, it has returned.  We haven’t even gotten rid of the last batch yet, but here we have it: more snow.  Stupid snow.  *sigh*  I’m too tired to complain about the weather.  That’s bad.

So I’ve been fighting the twin evils of apathy and lethargy the last few days.  As a result, I’ve gotten next to nothing accomplished, although I did manage to put away the dishes and a load of laundry last night before collapsing on the couch to watch House.  I was in bed early (okay, 10:30 p.m.) last night, and the night before (and the night before…you see where this is going), but it doesn’t seem to make any difference.  I get up and all I want to do is just go back to bed.  I’ve been tense and clenchy and headachy the last couple of days from not sleeping well a couple of nights last week, but I’ve slept fine the last two nights, so I don’t get it.  I’ve done away with caffeine, so that’s not it.  I even tried some Vitamin Water today.  So far, not impressed.  It has half the calories of a bottle of pop (both come in 20 oz. bottles), whereas I can drink nearly a gallon of Crystal Light before I hit that calorie level.  Besides, Crystal Light fruit punch tastes a lot better than Revive Vitamin Water, which is supposed to be fruit punch flavored.  It cost $1.79 for one bottle, so I’ll finish it, but I don’t think I’ll buy it again.  I can think of better ways to get my B vitamins and potassium.  They’re called bananas.

I have to admit, though, the label is amusing:

If you woke up tired, you probably need more sleep.  If you woke up drooling at your desk, you probably need a new job.  If you woke up with a headache, on a ferris wheel at the Idaho State Fair, wearing a toga, you probably need answers, not to mention this product.  It’s got potassium and B vitamins to help you recover and feel refreshed – kinda like in those old Irish Spring soap commercials.  And if you’re like our boss, Mike, and woke up married to an Elvis impersonator, you probably need a lawyer.

I laughed really hard when I read that.  But I’m easily amused.

I cannot type today!  It probably doesn’t help that I’m trying to multi-task at the moment.  Trying to type what you’re thinking while you’re singing along to Carrie Underwood’s latest hit single just doesn’t work.  I went to type amused and started typing again instead.  But the song is over now.  *sniffle*

Oh!  Speaking of easily amused!  I read this post about the coldness of Minnesota a couple of weeks ago and could not stop laughing.  Seriously.  Michelle, you totally made my day with this.  It’s so true!  So, so funny but true!  I happened to think of this again the other day when the temperature soared to a whopping 23 degrees above zero and I had the overwhelming urge to go to lunch without my coat.  And now that the snow has returned – again – I thought it might be a nice reminder that this, too, shall pass.  The only problem is that it’s not passing quickly enough!

*sigh*  At least the temperature is still above zero…for the time being…

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Tax Forms

January 26, 2009 Kay Lynn 2 comments

I have had my fill of tax forms today.  Granted, since I put together tax returns at work every year, things are only going to get worse before they get better, but this is a bit different.  Not only did I get someone’s taxes filed this morning, I did my own, plus now I have to change my withholding, and that’s the part that’s annoying me.  Stapling returns together really isn’t that difficult.  I can handle that.  It’s the stupid withholding.  I hate having to change it.  I hate the fact that in nine months, I’ll have to change it again.  What really irks me is that I do it so little that I can never remember what to put down from one time to the next.  It is such a pain in the ass!  On the other hand, shelling out $300 next spring because I didn’t have enough withheld will suck even more and be a bigger pain in the ass, so I guess the only thing to do is suck it up and face the muzak.  The awful, awful awfulness of it all. *shudder*

Okay, so that last bit probably made little sense.  I am not inclined to care much today.  I am tired and would really like to go home and just lay around in bed for the rest of the afternoon, especially since I seem to be developing a headache that probably has something to do with the incredible tension in my neck and shoulders.  I didn’t sleep well all weekend and I have definitely paid the price for it.  At least last night was better than Saturday night, although maybe the reason I slept so poorly Saturday was because I was dreading Sunday.  Sunday evening, that is.  But all was well in the end, so yay.

I’m really tired today for some reason.  I was unusually tired yesterday, too.  Hmm.

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The Broken Road

January 23, 2009 Kay Lynn Leave a comment

Every long-lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you

I keep hearing that song and the more I hear it, the more I like it.  I’m not a huge Rascal Flatts fan (I can take or leave them), but I really do like this song.  Skin (Sarah Beth) is also a great song, even though it’s sort of tortured and bittersweet.  I can relate to both songs, particularly the first one.  I am totally one of those people who can use songs to describe my life.  Books, too.  And movies.  And maybe t.v.

Uh-oh…I’ve done it.  I’ve gone into full-on obsession mode.  And in honor of that, “Drums on the battlefield.  Time enough for drums.”

Or something like that.  I began reading Time Enough for Drums today at lunch.  Again.  I’ve read that book so many times that I can quote it at length the way people sometimes quote Scripture.  I can call up scenes in my head from it at random.  But really, it’s just such an incredible book!  I actually had a minor dilemma the other night.  I went downstairs to get a book to read.  First I was going to go with The Importance of Being Earnest, but my copy has tons of other Oscar Wilde stuff in it, too, and I was looking for something a little more purse-friendly.  Then I decided on The Canterbury Tales, but I ran into the same problem.  Actually, the funny thing about my copy of The Canterbury Tales is that I bought it because it also includes The Book of the Duchess, which they make frequent reference to in A Knight’s Tale.  I know that movie was horrible, but sometimes you just need to watch something totally low-brow with an awesome (though totally anachronistic) soundtrack to make you feel better.  Besides, I really like the guy who played Geoffrey Chaucer.  I can’t remember what his name is, Paul something – Paul Bettany, that’s it!  Anyway, he’s awesome.  Especially in Master and Commander and Wimbledon.  Both great movies.

But I digress.  After I decided against Chaucer, I discovered that I had a copy of A Ride Into Morning by Ann Rinaldi, which I read once but didn’t remember buying.  I must have bought it at the Planned Parenthood Book Fair last spring.  I finally decided on that, but then I decided to go with Time Enough for Drums because it’s a little more purse-friendly.  The former is a large hardcover book, while the latter is a smaller paperback and much easier to fit into my purse.  So I started reading it at lunch today and got 32 pages read, which really isn’t much, but I was a bit distracted today, so I wasn’t totally focused on the story.  Next up will be A Ride Into Morning unless I happen to pick up a copy of The Last Silk Dress first.  I heart Ann Rinaldi!

I’m sure this is totally and completely fascinating (sarcasm) to the one person who reads this, but I can’t help it.  I love books!  I need more.  It’s like my Facebook flair says: “Whenever I get a little money, I buy books and if any is left, I buy food and clothes.”

And I think with that, I’ll bid you all a happy Friday.

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After Hours at the Rollerdrome

January 22, 2009 Kay Lynn 4 comments

Ella shivered as Liz knocked on the door.  She pounded the cold steel as hard as she could, but they still had to wait a few minutes for John to let them in.  Both girls were still warm from skating and that made the cold night air feel even colder.

Liz started jumping up and down excitedly as they heard the familiar metal-on-metal grinding of a key being turned in a lock.  A blast of warm air greeted them as John held the door open and ushered the two girls inside.  “Hi, John!” Liz greeted him enthusiastically.

“Liz,” he replied, looking beyond her and focusing on Ella.  “Hi, Ella,” he murmured as she hurried in from the cold.

“Hi, John,” she said, surprised by the softness of his tone.  “How are you?”

“Fine!  Great!” he replied, a little too quickly.  “You?”

“Oh, she’s great,” Liz answered for her.  “Guess what?”

“What?” John asked, returning to the counter to finish putting away some skates.

“I just had a birthday,” she sang.  “You know what that means!”

“You’re another year older?” he guessed, not really caring whether or not he was right.  He looked up from his work to see Liz doing her best to look seductive and completely blocking his view of her friend.  Dammit, he thought, why can’t Ella ever come alone?

“John!  John, are you listening?” Liz demanded as he suddenly realized she’d been talking.

“What?  Sorry, I didn’t hear you,” he mumbled, returning to his work and wondering how it was possible not to hear her.

“I said I’m 21 today, silly!” she repeated.  “I can drink now!  We should go back to that karaoke bar when you’re finished here.”

The thought of spending more time with Ella was incredibly appealing, but he wasn’t overly thrilled about sharing that time with Liz.  “I don’t know,” he said.  “It’s kinda late.”

“It is not, party pooper,” Liz whined.  “It’s only a little after eleven.  Come on, let’s go out.  And call Jeffy and Stevey and make them come, too!”

John cast another look in Ella’s direction.  “Oh, all right,” he sighed, grabbing his cell phone from his pocket and punching in Jeff’s number.  He made the calls somewhat absently, his gaze locked on Ella, who looked bored by her friend’s attempts at flirtation.  “Yeah, 2000 is fine,” he said, turning away from both girls.  “We’ll meet you there.”

“So where are we going?” Liz asked as soon as John was off the phone.

Her voice had a sing-song quality to it that he found particularly annoying tonight.  “Club 2000,” he replied.  “Jeff said he and Steve will meet us there.”

Liz clapped her hands in delight.  “Yay!”

John noticed that Ella seemed to brighten at the idea of going out.  Maybe this won’t be so bad after all, he thought.  “Hey, look alive out there,” he called to her.

Ella blushed.  “I’m alive,” she insisted.  “I’m just cold.”

“Well you’re about to be colder,” Liz announced, “because we’re going out!  Hey,” she said, turning to John, “let’s all ride together!”

Soon they were all piled into John’s truck and on their way across town.  John wished Ella was sitting next to him instead of Liz and kept glancing over at her.  Ella was thinking about how nice it would be to have other people to talk to so she wouldn’t be forced to watch Liz make a fool of herself.  Liz, meanwhile, was completely oblivious to her two friends and their sober thoughts, focusing instead on the fun night ahead.

It didn’t take long to reach the club and find Jeff and Steve.  The five of them claimed a table and then Liz, Steve, and Jeff headed for the bar to order drinks.  The moment they were gone, John seized the opportunity to move closer to Ella and grabbed the chair beside her.  “Boy, it’s loud in here,” he observed, immediately chastising himself for having said something so lame.

But Ella just smiled at him.  “Yeah, it is,” she agreed.  “Would it kill ‘em to turn the volume down a notch or two?  I think my hair is vibrating!”

“Nice,” John laughed, beginning to feel a bit more at ease.  “Say, do you want something to drink?  It’s on me.”

“Thank you,” she said.  “That’s really very nice of you.”

“What can I get you?”

“A strawberry stripper?”

He smiled.  “Comin’ right up,” he told her, hopping up from his chair.  He pushed his way through the crowded club and up to the bar, where Jeff, Liz, and Steve surrounded him as he was ordering Ella’s drink.  “I wondered what happened to you three,” he said, turning around.

“John, John, John – a strawberry stripper?” Jeff teased.  “Seriously, man – who orders that?”

“Ella,” he replied.  Steve cast him a doubtful look.  “Ah, see?” John said as the bartender set two drinks down in front of him.  “One strawberry stripper for Ella, and one ice-cold Pepsi for me.”

His friends groaned in unison.  “Come on, John,” Steve exclaimed.  “At least her drink has a little alcohol in it!”

“Hey, are you gonna sit with us or aren’t you?” John asked, picking up the drinks and jostling his way back through the crowd.

Ella watched John from afar, curious.  He’d been acting strangely all night, but she had yet to discover why.  She quickly averted her gaze as he left the bar so that he wouldn’t catch her staring and turned her attention to Liz, who was following Jeff and Steve around like a lost puppy with a very large drink in hand.

It wasn’t long before John returned to where Ella was sitting.  “Here you go, one strawberry stripper,” he said, setting the drink down in front of her with a flourish.

“Thank you,” she repeated.

“You’re welcome,” he replied.

They sat there rather awkwardly for some time, neither one sure what to say next, until at last their friends rejoined them.  Liz entertained them all with her karaoke skills and thoroughly enjoyed being the center of attention.

Eventually it was decided to go back to John’s house and this time when Liz and Ella climbed into his truck, Ella wound up in the middle.  John couldn’t have been happier; Liz was already hammered and was more annoying drunk than sober.  The drive was a short one and Jeff and Steve pulled into the driveway right behind them.

Libations continued to flow once inside, for Steve had stopped at the Music Station along the way.  After a couple hours, though, Ella needed some fresh air and stepped quietly out onto the front porch.

“Are you okay?”

Ella jumped at the sound of John’s voice.  “Yeah, I’m fine,” she replied.  “I just needed some air.”

John inhaled deeply.  “It’s a beautiful night,” he said.

Ella turned back to gaze up at the stars.  “It sure is,” she agreed.

“Liz got to be a little much, huh?”

“Did she ever!” Ella laughed.  The tension broken, she turned to face him again.  “So, what’s your story?”

“What?”

“You know, your story,” she repeated.  “What are you doing out here when the party’s back inside?”

“Why, checking on you, of course,” he laughed.  “You sure you don’t want to come back inside?  I think things are beginning to settle down in there.”

A sudden gust of wind made Ella shiver.  “Why not?” she said.  “It’s getting cold out here anyway.”

John stepped back and held the door open for her, then joined her in the entryway and closed the door.  He smiled as she slipped her shoes off, doing a little dance to avoid stepping in any of the many puddles created by snow melting off of shoes.  “That’s odd,” he said as he cocked his head to the side.

“What’s odd?”

“It’s quiet,” he explained.  “Too quiet.”

John hurried to the living room, but no one was there.  He continued through the kitchen and dining room, finally running across Steve sprawled out on the couch in the game room.  Ella followed him and entered the game room just as he tried unsuccessfully to wake Steve.

“Where are Jeff and Liz?”

John jumped, startled.  “I don’t know,” he replied.  “Steve-o here is out cold.”  He cocked his head to the side for a moment, holding up a finger to silence Ella as she opened her mouth to speak.  He listened intently for a moment and finally, he heard it again: the faint sound of a mattress groaning upstairs.  “Great,” he muttered.  “Just great.”

“What?”

John turned to face her.  “I know where they went,” he said.

“Where?”

“Upstairs.”

“How do you know?”

“I heard them.”

“But I didn’t hear anything.”

“If you listen carefully, you can hear them,” he explained.  “Apparently they decided to try out the horizontal mambo.”

Ella blushed.  “Now I’m sorry I asked,” she chuckled.  “How am I supposed to get home now?”

“You can stay, you know,” John told her.  There was tenderness in his voice.  “You probably shouldn’t be driving anyway and Liz definitely shouldn’t.”

“That’s true,” Ella agreed.  “You’re sure you don’t mind?”

“Of course not,” he said.  “You’re always welcome here, Ella.”

“All right then,” she said.  “I’ll stay.”

“You know,” he began, “I’ve got some popcorn in the kitchen.  How about I make it and then we watch a movie?”

“Sure!”

Ella followed him into the kitchen, not sure what else to do.  John stuck the popcorn in the microwave and within a couple of minutes, it was done and they adjourned to the living room.  She took a seat on the couch as John stuck a movie in the dvd player and he joined her a moment later.  It didn’t take long to figure out that it was a horror movie and as John stretched his arm out behind her along the back of the couch, she began to wonder what he had up his sleeve.

John smiled as Ella buried her face in his side at the climax of the movie and let his arm slide down from its perch.  He pulled her close, surprised that she didn’t seem to mind.  In fact, she stayed that way for the rest of the movie.  “So what did you think?” he asked as the end credits rolled.

“It was okay,” she answered politely.  At his doubtful look, though, she changed her mind.  “Okay, it was terrible!  Happy?”

John laughed.  “I wouldn’t exactly say it was terrible,” he said.  “Parts of it were really rather nice.”

“What parts were those?”

“Well, there was the part where you buried your face in my side,” he replied.  “That was nice.  Then, of course, there was the kiss.”

“What kiss?”

“This one,” he murmured, leaning down to kiss her.  His heart hammered away in his chest as he felt Ella melt against him.  For a moment, he couldn’t catch his breath.  Wow, so this is what it’s like, he thought.

“Wow,” Ella whispered.

“I love you, Ella,” John blurted out.  “I love you.”

“What?  But John…what?  How?  I don’t understand,” she sputtered.

John leaned forward to kiss her again and once again, she saw stars.  She thought she heard gunshots in the distance, but then she realized it was her heart pounding away in her chest.  When he pulled away, she gazed up at him and saw in his eyes all that he held in his heart.  “Wow,” she repeated.

“Wow what?”

“Wow, that was…that was amazing, John.”

He smiled.  “Is that a request for an encore?”  Ella nodded, speechless, and let him kiss her again.  “I could do this all night long,” he confessed, running his fingers through her hair.

“Me, too,” she murmured, laughing at his surprised expression.  “I love you, too.  I just didn’t realize it until you kissed me.  I’ve never felt anything like it before.  Kiss me again?”

John gazed into her deep blue eyes.  A man could get lost in those, he thought as he leaned in to kiss her again.

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Another day…

January 21, 2009 Kay Lynn Leave a comment

…Another headache.  Stupid headaches.  All I really want to do this afternoon is just go home and crawl into bed.  Maybe a nice nap would cure my headache.  Lord knows medicine hasn’t.  And the sun shining off the snow outside is definitely NOT helping.

Today seems destined to be rather a whiny day.  I’ve almost got my latest story finished (yay!), but I’m rapidly running out of paper in my little notebook (boo!).  I need to invest in another one, but I won’t be going to Pamida today, so chances are pretty good that it won’t be replaced this week.  *sigh*

I actually don’t feel much like writing today, but here I am, plugging away at it.  Sure beats doing actual work.  So does fiddling around on YouTube looking for Bones clips (“The Santa in the Slush,” anyone?).  I now have quite the collection of Blackadder and A Bit of Fry and Laurie clips to watch.  Blackadder was such an awesome show!  I only saw a few episodes, but that was more than enough to get me hooked.  Perhaps now I’ll go searching for Star Trek: Voyager clips.  Oh, and I still have to find last week’s episode of Bones that evidently didn’t air here.  Stupid getting pre-empted by I don’t know what.

So it’s roughly ten to two and I really don’t feel like working.  What’s a girl to do?  Daydream, I suppose.  Or maybe not.  I’m sure there are things I could be scanning, but I really don’t feel like it.  The copier puts out a lot of heat and I don’t feel like dealing with that today.  Besides, it’s kind of noisy and I don’t think I could handle that right now.  Stupid headaches and stupid medicine that doesn’t do its job.

*sigh*

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Inauguration Day!

January 20, 2009 Kay Lynn Leave a comment

Hello all!  It’s been a while since I’ve posted, hasn’t it?  Okay, so maybe two days isn’t a great long time.  I’m working on another story that hopefully I’ll be able to finish in the next couple days.  I intended to work on it last night, but then I didn’t.  Tonight looks promising, though, unless I’m catching up on Bones.  I really need to make a date with my t.v. to get caught up on that because I truly don’t remember the last time I sat down to watch something I’d recorded (even though it was probably one night last week).  There are at least two episodes I know I need to watch, one of them being last week’s new ep.  Have been satisfying myself with fanfics in the meantime, but it’s not quite as good as the real thing somehow.

So Barack Obabma is officially the president!  How exciting!  I watched some of the inauguration coverage while I was at lunch.  I don’t think I’ve ever watched one before, so that was kind of neat, although it reminded me a little bit of when Ronald Reagan passed away and that was the only thing on t.v. to watch unless you had cable, which I didn’t.  Anyway, I was especially excited to see Bush leaving for good.  Woo!  So not a fan of what he has put our country through.  I’m really very hopeful that President Obama will be able to get things straightened out, although I’m realistic enough to know that it probably won’t happen in the next four years.  I think it will take at least two terms to straighten out the mess we’re in and perhaps longer, but I hope that he will be able to start us down the road to recovery.  I’ll be keeping my fingers crossed!

In other news, it is so AWESOME to see the sun today!  It’s terribly bright outside with all the snow on the ground, but seeing the sun just lifts my spirits and makes everything else seem much more cheerful.  Yay sunshine!

Also, I think I need a new pen.

And now to explain my random topic change:  I have a small notebook I keep in my purse for scribbling down short stories and such.  I have a pen attached to said notebook.  I have about six pages left in it (out of two hundred) and I think I’ve had the pen longer than the notebook.  I use that pen a lot.  Today while I was working on my new story at lunch, it decided to malfunction and I had to whip out a new pen.  Not that it’s a big deal or anything, but I hate when pens die.  They always seem to pick the most inopportune moment to do so, much like cell phones.  Stupid pens and phones.

And speaking of cell phones, mine had to be sent in for repairs.  I think I pretty well covered all of my feelings pertaining to this dilemma here and here.  I’m still pretty honked off about the whole situation, though.  The stupid thing wouldn’t stay on long enough for me to get some things off of it, so I guess they’re just lost.  Stupid technology malfunctions and their horrible impact on my life.

Although, speaking of technological impacts on life, it really is funny how dependent I am on my cell phone.  I know I already covered this to an extent, but I’m going to digress again.  I feel absolutely naked without my phone on me, which is kind of funny given that a mere ten years ago, I didn’t have one and couldn’t imagine ever having one.  Now I can’t imagine going half an hour without it, let alone the six weeks I’ll have to wait for it to come back from the repair shop.  Fortunately, I have my old phone activated again, so I’m not completely disconnected from the world.  But it really is remarkable how dependent we become on things and how little time it takes for that to happen.  I haven’t actually seen Wall-E, but I’ve heard things and it sounds to me like we’re moving ever closer to that sort of fate.

Okay, okay, I’ll get off my soap box now.  But speaking of soap boxes, I’m sort of in the mood to watch a good soap opera.  It’s all the discussion of As the World Turns that I’ve been doing, I think.  I think that primarily because that’s the one I seem eager to watch.  I keep thinking about it and remembering old episodes from my childhood (my mom and grandma were soap addicts and their afternoon rituals consisted of watching The Bold and the Beautiful and As the World Turns).  I still see a little bit of The Bold and the Beautiful every now and then at lunch, but I’ve also really been wanting to watch Guiding Light and Days of Our Lives lately, especially after seeing all the awesome Jensen Ackles LJ icons.  *sigh*  So hot!  I should watch Supernatural more often, too, but sadly, I just don’t have the time.

Speaking of time, I suppose it’s time I get back to work, though I would really rather just dink around reading lovely Bones and Star Trek: Voyager fanfics all afternoon.  Why can’t it be the weekend already?

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Love With a Side of Hot Sauce

January 18, 2009 Kay Lynn 2 comments

Jada hurried down the sidewalk along Edgington Avenue, hunching down into her coat to avoid the cold.  It didn’t work.  The wind was howling, driving the snow into her face.  I can’t wait to get somewhere warm, she thought.  To warm herself, she began to daydream of being wrapped in a certain someone’s arms, snuggled close together under a blanket.  But in her haste, she neglected to notice the large patch of ice just in front of her and she suddenly found herself flat on her back in front of the Corner Salon and Spa.  “Ow!” she whined.  “Ow ow ow!”

As she lay there, struggling to get up, she noticed a packet of Taco Bell hot sauce on the ground.  That’s weird, she muttered.  There’s not a Taco Bell around here for forty miles.  Interested, she picked up the little packet and examined it.  The little message inscribed on it caught her eye: Will you marry me?

“Talk about bizarre,” she muttered, stuffing the hot sauce into her coat pocket as she regained her footing on the ice.  Her body groaned in protest, still smarting from the fall, but Jada ignored it and crossed the street to the Weathered Wheel.

After ordering her usual bowl of chili and sour cream and a cup of hot tea, Jada lost herself in the last half hour of The Young and the Restless.  She had long ago outgrown her penchant for steamy soap operas, but she didn’t have anything else to do today.  Normally, she brought a book to read or some blank paper on which to write but today, for some reason, she just hadn’t felt like doing either of those things.

The soap opera couldn’t hold her attention, though, and she began contemplating the origins of the little packet of hot sauce.  She had taken it out of her pocket and was once again examining it when her chili arrived.  There was nothing really special about it; it was just a little packet of mass-produced hot sauce with a generic message.  But the message was what held her attention.  Why put something like that on hot sauce?  It’s not like anyone would want to kiss you after eating it.  In the end, her mind still swirling with the possibilities, she put the hot sauce down and consumed her chili, which had already begun to cool.

A little while later, Donylle reappeared to see if she needed anything else.  “No thanks,” Jada replied.  “I’m good.”

“Okey dokey,” Donylle said, dropping a small white packet on the table as she turned to go.

Jada picked up the small packet and was about to call out to her waitress, when she noticed that the packet Donylle had dropped was exactly like the one she’d found outside.  What in the heck is going on? she wondered.  Is this some sort of sign?

She quickly finished her tea and stepped over to the bar to pay her bill.  When Donylle came over to take her money, Jada set the packet of hot sauce on the bar and said, “You dropped this on my table a minute ago.”

Donylle took her money.  “Yeah, that guy over there wanted me to give it to you,” she explained, pointing to a corner booth at the back of the room.  “Hey, have a nice day,” she called after Jada, who had headed for the back.

The man Donylle had pointed to was hiding behind a menu as Jada approached his table.  She dropped into the seat across from him just as he lowered it, revealing the familiar face of her dearest friend.  “Andrew?!” she exclaimed.

“Hi, Jada,” he murmured, a lovesick look in his eye.  “What’s up?”

“I could ask you the same thing,” she replied, holding up the packet of hot sauce.  “What is this all about?”

Andrew suddenly looked nervous.  He shifted his gaze to his hands in his lap, then across the room to where Donylle was watching them, then to the table in front of him.  “Um, well…”  He suddenly looked up into the face of his best friend and let her read what was in his eyes.  “You see, the thing is…”

“Oh my God,” she whispered, finally seeing what had been there all along.  “Andrew…How…How long?”

“Since the moment we met,” he explained.  “When you and that crazy friend of yours walked into my office about uniforms, I knew that was it.  The better I got to know you, the harder I fell.”

“But…But why haven’t you ever said anything?”  Jada thought back to the beginning.  He had been so devastatingly handsome that it was crush at first sight.  She and Joella had been in line for registration and he had walked past with someone else.  That had been it for her and her friends had teased her mercilessly, especially Anne and Macy, though all in good fun.  As she had gotten to know him better, what had been a crush had deepened into something more.  It had been both more wonderful and more devastating because even as she fell for him, she knew it could never be.

“I couldn’t at first,” he replied.  “By the time I could, there were other reasons why I couldn’t.”

Ezra, she realized.  I was with Ezra by then.

“After that, I guess I was afraid of being rejected,” he continued.

“And now?”

“And now I’ve decided that I can’t keep quiet any longer,” Andrew confessed, “rejection be damned.  I…I just need to know.  I need to know if…if…”

His eyes were full of longing, just like her heart, and she realized that the reason her quest for love had failed was because it had been right under her nose the whole time.  It was as if a little light bulb had clicked on in her brain and all the feelings she had fought so hard to bury burst through her well-constructed defenses.  She felt a rush of warmth flood through her system as she considered her answer, knowing that there was only one she could possibly give.

“Jada…please…”

“Oh, Andrew…”  Her voice cracked as she thought back to the old days and something her friend Lynette had told her.  Lynette had foreseen this day and much as Jada had wanted to believe it, she just couldn’t.  Now the remark stuck in her head and she began to smile.  “Andrew, it was the same for me.  But I didn’t think it was possible that you could feel the same.”

The sweetest smile Jada had ever seen suddenly erupted on Andrew’s face as he reached across the table and took her hand.  “I am so glad to hear that,” he murmured.  “The truth is, I called Anne the other night.  She finally gave me the courage to tell you.  I just prayed it wasn’t too late.”

Jada’s face burned crimson and she hung her head in embarrassment.  “You talked to Anne?  Oh, God…What did she tell you?”

Amusment shone in his eyes.  “Nothing,” he insisted, his voice betraying him.  “She just said that you were crazy about me.”

“Right, I’m sure that’s all she said,” she said sarcastically, making a mental note to kill her friend.

“So…are you busy tonight?”

Jada smiled.  “That depends.”

“On what?”

“On you.”

“So are you busy?”

“No,” she laughed.

“Would you like to be?” Andrew asked.

“Very much,” Jada replied.

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