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Fog

April 29, 2009 Kay Lynn 3 comments

Lethargic day limps by,
One minute, one hour at a time.
Now the hands of time dance, their ticks and tocks
Echoing
Loudly in my ears as I
Yawn.

Far away in a far-
Off land, there is another
Girl sitting, staring out the window,

Longing for the moment when it will all be
Over, when she will be freed from the
Noise of the ticks and the tocks, freed from the
Endless, dreary cycle of days
Lapsing lethargically one into another and
Yet another endless, dreary

Day, watching, staring, as
Apathy takes hold,
Yielding to no one.

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Another manic Tuesday

April 28, 2009 Kay Lynn 2 comments

It certainly started out manic, anyway.  Things have settled down a bit now, thankfully.  Sooooo glad the day did not continue the way it started.

I’ve been working on the engagement announcement for the paper.  I seem to have a block at the moment.  So what am I doing about it?  Fooling around on the internet, of course! :)

In other news, I seem to be sick again.  Either that or I have allergies.  Either way, I’m not feeling so hot these days.  Stupid nasal congestion.  Go away!

Not much to tell today.  The fridge at work seems to be out of commission and the IT guy wants to take our server to work on it because it will take a while, but that’s about it.  Same shit, different day, as they say.

Don’t you just hate it when you get a post all typed up and then when you go to post it you have to re-sign in and then the last three paragraphs you typed have completely disappeared because it didn’t autosave enough?  Don’t you just hate that?  I do.

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Mondays…something

April 27, 2009 Kay Lynn Leave a comment

I’m not terribly with it today, so we’ll see how this goes.  I ought to have enough caffeine in my system within the hour to begin functioning at a level slightly below normal, which is a lot better than the I-left-my-brain-in-San-Francisco level that I’ve been functioning at since I arrived at work this morning.

It all started sometime last week, when Beth had a sore throat one day and a raging sinus infection the next.  Saturday morning, who woke up with a sore throat?  That’s right, me.  As usual, I caught everything someone else had because apparently my body loves it when people share germs.  I don’t think I’ve quite hit sinus-infection status yet, but I’m working on it.  I slept like crap last night and I remember several times in the night when I woke up like they were drug-induced hallucinations.  I threw some Claritin into my morning medicinal cocktail and by the time I got to work, I felt like I’d taken some really strong Benadryl.  Oddly enough, I would have taken some Benadryl this morning, but all we have are the children’s quick-dissolve tabs.  I refuse to take anything I have to drink, chew, or crush, unless it’s orange-flavored Alka-Seltzer.  And even then I prefer the liqui-gels.

At any rate, I’ve been a space cadet all morning and I would really like to just go home and collapse onto the couch in much the same way I did last night while Greg watched the parts of the race that actually recorded between power flickers/outages.  I dozed off for around an hour after I put the kids to bed and then I finally gave up trying to stay awake and just went to bed.  At 9:30 p.m.  You’d think after going to bed that early that I would feel well-rested and ready to face the day.  You’d be wrong.

So today I’ve felt a bit whiny.  The awesome mood I was in last week has evaporated for the moment, or at least until the fog of sinus illness passes.  Lucky for me, I didn’t take all of the antibiotic I got last week at the doctor’s office and I still have almost a full week’s worth with which to try and beat this crap into submission.  Yay medicine!

And now off to LJ, where I will steal memes to my heart’s content instead of getting any actual work done because I’m feeling incredibly lazy/lethargic/apathetic/procrastinatey today.

Mondays suck.

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Virtual smoothies

April 24, 2009 Kay Lynn 3 comments

Mmm, smoothies…yummy!

Today is such a lovely day.  It’s a perfect day for an ice cream cone.  I may just buy one on my way home from work.  A lovely strawberry one, in a sugar cone…Mmm, it doesn’t get any better than that!

How I wish I didn’t have to be cooped up in the office, strapped to my desk.  It’s such an inviting day out there and I long to be part of it.  The sun is shining, there’s not a cloud in the sky, the temperature is soaring (along with the humidity in anticipation of the impending storm)…Must I stay here in this artificial, climate-controlled edifice?  I think not.  But there are no errands for me to run, so boo.  Oh, if only there were errands to run, then I could go for a walk.  And who knows?  I might forget to come back. :)

Ooo, ooo!  We got our pictures back!  Apparently they came in quite a while ago, but the photographer never called us to let us know we could pick them up.  Jerk.  But they were worth the wait, so I’m super-excited.  As soon as I get the software for my lovely printer/scanner/copier loaded on my laptop, I intend to get them scanned and then you know I’ll post them.  This means I have to get to work on the announcement so that I can get it sent in to the paper for pretty publication.  *so much squeeing, you don’t even want to know*

Okay, I think I’m done now.  But it’s just so pretty and loverly that I can’t help but be in a good mood!  Also, I cruised the loop in Reinbeck last night with the windows down and Eminem up.  Totally felt 17 again.  The only thing missing was someone else over the age of 6.  Actually, after I picked Rachael up, I changed the song to a more family-friendly Barenaked Ladies song.  You can’t go wrong with a song named after Brian Wilson.

Alas, I suppose I should quit procrastinating and daydreaming and such and get back to doing actual work.  Happy weekend!

(c) 2009.  All rights reserved.

I suppose it’s about time…

April 23, 2009 Kay Lynn Leave a comment

I finally got my bit of BSB-inspired fluff finished and posted for all to laugh at!  Woo!  And then I topped it off with one perhaps-not-so-good poem and one pretty-okay poem!  Woo!  I am on a roll!  With exclamation marks!

It’s such an awesome day outside today.  It would be better if the wind wasn’t blowing, but what else is new?  Tomorrow it’s supposed to be in the 80s.  Yay awesome weather!

Minor catastrophe occurred this afternoon.  Sort of threw my awesome day off-kilter.  On the other hand, it’s nearly five o’clock, so that makes up for it.  Tomorrow I intend to receive another lesson in bills/trust account checks/making things work like they’re supposed to/keeping bad things from happening/not screwing up the accounting.  Sometimes I really hate learning new things.  The thing is, it wasn’t like I was really learning something new, I was simply doing something that I don’t normally do and apparently my notes on how to do it were wrong, hence the minor bookkeeping-related catastrophe.

Am still a bit addicted to Bloodlines on MySpace.  I spend entirely too much time there and not nearly enough here, updating all you fine folks on every little bit of nothing that happens in my life.  On that note, I seem to have hit another creative block.  Writing doesn’t seem to like me much lately.  On the other hand, LJ introduced me to a lovely site called Blurb that has free book-publishing software.  I must begin experimenting with this site when I get home.

Oooo!  Five minutes till closing time!  Gotta go!

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The Awakening

April 23, 2009 Kay Lynn Leave a comment

Dawn wakes early, stretching rosy
Arms to touch the sky as she
Yawns.
Dreary Night is now
Reduced to memory.
Even the stars fade
As rosy Dawn climbs out of bed to greet the
Morning on a lovely
Summer day.

(c) 2009.  All rights reserved.

Greening

April 23, 2009 Kay Lynn 1 comment

Green leaves
Spring forth
From ancient
Trunks.

Green grass
Shoots up
From soggy
Earth.

Crimson birds
Sing out
From ancient
Hymnals.

(c) 2009.  All rights reserved.

Unmistakable

April 23, 2009 Kay Lynn 2 comments

The sun was shining bright and warm as Catherine left for work.  She popped a worn and often-played cd into the stereo, grinning from ear to ear as she turned the volume dial several notches to the right and backed out of her parking space.  The music began to play and Catherine’s grin grew wider as she thought back through the years to when she had first bought the album.  It had been her favorite for a long time and she knew every song by heart; many were the memories associated with these songs.

As she drove to work that morning, she sang along with the cd as she always did, but her mind was not on the words she was singing as much as it was on the old days.  One thing led to another and soon she was thinking of her friend Cordelia and how these songs had been the background music of their teen years.  The band members themselves had fed their fancies, inspiring all sorts of wild stories and plenty of daydreams.  Her mind slowly returned to the lyrics as her imagination kicked into high gear.  “See?” she exclaimed to an imaginary Cordelia.  “That’s what I want!  Why can’t I find someone like that?”

She gestured emphatically at the stereo, quickly glancing down at it as she did so.  When she looked back up, she noticed a car on the side of the road, its hazard lights flashing.  Catherine glanced at the clock and decided to stop and see if she could be of assistance.  She slowed her car and pulled over onto the shoulder, stopping just behind a brand new black Mitsubishi Eclipse with chrome accents.  She put her car in park and climbed out of her car.

The hood was up on the Mitsubishi.  “Need a hand?” Catherine called out, drawing near.

A familiar face peered around the hood, but why he looked so familiar, Catherine couldn’t say.  Surely she knew him from somewhere, but where?  “It certainly looks that way, doesn’t it?” he replied.  He shot the engine a dirty look and moved around to the side of the car where Catherine was standing.  “I don’t know what’s wrong with this thing,” he sighed, “and my cell phone doesn’t get any reception out here.  I don’t suppose you could give me a ride to the nearest town?”

“The nearest town is Gladbrook, about five miles that way,” Catherine said, jerking her thumb over her shoulder, “but unfortunately, I’m not heading that way.  I’m on my way to work in Eldora, but you’re welcome to ride along with me.”

The man glanced from Catherine to his car and back.  “Doesn’t look like I have much choice in the matter, does it?” he finally said.

“I’m Catherine,” she introduced herself, extending her hand.

“Tom,” he replied, shaking her hand.

“Nice to meet you, Tom,” she said.  “My car’s just over here.”  She led the way to her car and scrambled to clear the front seat of her purse and cd case.  She deposited everything in the back seat as Tom settled into the front and after a moment’s search, she retrieved a phone book.  Handing the directory and her cell phone to him, she said, “You can find the number for Luethje’s in there under Gladbrook.  They can tow your car back to town, fix it, and then I can drop you off there tonight after work.  If you don’t mind waiting, that is.”

“Well, I think I’ll be waiting around most of the day no matter what,” Tom said, “so I suppose I may as well do my waiting with you.  Thank you, Catherine.”

“You’re welcome,” she said nonchalantly as she started her car.  “It’s no big deal.”  The stereo kicked in then and music blasted through the speakers as she fumbled with the volume dial, trying to turn it down.  “Sorry about that.  I forgot I’d had it up so loud.”

She was embarrassed, but as she glanced quickly over at Tom, she saw surprise registered on his face.  “I…I didn’t think anyone still listened to this anymore,” he murmured.

The blush on her cheeks deepened.  “It was one of my favorite albums when it came out,” she admitted.  “Actually, it still is.  I have a lot of good memories associated with these songs.”

“Me, too.”

Now it was Catherine’s turn to be surprised.  “Really?  Most of the guys I know mock boy bands.”

Tom just smiled and began singing along.  Catherine tried to concentrate on driving, but Tom’s singing proved to be too big a distraction.  Gradually, so he wouldn’t notice, she turned the volume down till Tom was singing on his own.  He finished the song, not realizing that Catherine had turned the stereo off, and found her staring at him.  “Um, shouldn’t you be watching the road instead of me?” he asked.

“Oh, right,” Catherine stammered, embarrassed.  Her cheeks burned deep scarlet as she kept flicking her eyes in Tom’s direction.

“What?” he asked, confused.

“You’re Tom Randall,” she murmured.  “You’re Tom freaking Randall!  I can’t believe it!”

Tom let out a hearty belly laugh.  “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t laugh,” he said as the blush on Catherine’s cheeks deepened, “but the look on your face was just priceless.”

“You’re Tom Randall,” she repeated.  Then, realizing her inner thirteen-year-old had reared its ugly head, she became even more embarrassed.  “Oh my God, I sound like an idiot,” she said.  “I can’t believe I just said that!  Three times!  It’s not like you need me to tell you who you are.  I’m going to stop talking now,” she winced.

“Catherine, don’t worry about it,” he said, grinning.  “It’s always nice to meet a fan.  There don’t seem to be many left anymore.”

Catherine braked as they neared the rumble strips just ahead of the Highway 14 intersection.  “I knew you looked familiar,” she said, signaling a right turn as she stopped at the corner.  “I just couldn’t put your name with your face.”

“Don’t worry about it,” he repeated.

“So what are you doing out here in the middle of nowhere?” she asked, changing the subject.

“I’m supposed to be performing at the Gallagher-Bluedorn tonight,” he explained.  “I’m on tour promoting my solo album.  I had some down time today and wanted to do a little sightseeing, so I rented a car and just started driving.  I wanted to see the countryside, not just the city.  I ended up clear out here and then my car broke down.  I think you know the rest.”

Catherine was mesmerized.  The sound of his voice was almost hypnotic.  She tried desperately to quash the inner teenager that was struggling to break free and finally succeeded.  “That’s too bad,” she said.  “Listen, if Luethje’s can’t get your car fixed today, I’d be more than happy to drive you to Cedar Falls tonight.”

Tom studied her.  He liked this girl, really liked her, which really surprised him given that he’d known her for all of ten minutes.  “I’d appreciate that,” he said.  “So, what do you do, Catherine?”

“I’m a legal secretary,” she replied.  “I’m sorry I couldn’t take you back to Gladbrook this morning; I hope you won’t mind sitting around the office all day.”

“Don’t worry about it,” he said.  “I was destined to spend the day waiting, it seems, so I may as well spend it with you.  Is your office very big?”

“Oh, no,” Catherine replied.  “There are only four of us, myself included.  But I like working in a small office.  The people I work with are wonderful; it’s really almost like a second family.”

Tom and Catherine chatted almost non-stop the rest of the way to Eldora, getting to know each other.  Tom felt oddly at ease with his new friend.  They seemed to have a connection, one he couldn’t explain but one he liked nevertheless.

Before she knew it, Catherine was pulling into her usual parking place, just between her office and the county annex building next door.  “Well, here we are,” she sighed, staring at the antique brick exterior of what had once been the Eldora Public Library.

“What a neat place to have a law office,” Tom remarked as he climbed out of his seat and surveyed the building.  “Was this a Carnegie library?”

“It was,” she replied, exiting the car herself.  “The interior layout is a bit different than most Carnegie libraries; there were only a handful with a similar design.  Ours is on the National Register of Historic Places.”

“Impressive!”

“I always thought so,” Catherine agreed as she opened the front door.  “Good morning, Steph,” she called, depositing her purse on her desk and heading to the back of the office to hang up her jacket.

“Morning, Catherine,” Steph replied.  “May I help you?” she said, noticing Tom, who had stopped in front of Catherine’s desk.

“Oh, no, thank you,” he said, looking around the office a bit as he waited for Catherine to return.

Catherine emerged from the coat room with an embarrassed smile.  “I’m sorry, Steph, I forgot to introduce you,” she apologized.  “Tom, this is my friend, Steph.  Steph, this is Tom.  His car broke down outside of Gladbrook this morning and I stopped to help him out,” she explained.  “He called for a tow, but they’re towing it back to Gladbrook, so he gets to spend the day waiting for his car to be fixed.  I hope it’s okay if he waits here.”

Steph smiled.  “I don’t see why not,” she said.

Catherine led Tom over to the waiting area.  “I hope you like to read,” she grinned.

Tom smiled.  “I’ll be fine,” he assured her.  “Thanks again for your help.”

Catherine returned to her desk, stashed her purse, and got to work on one of several tax returns stacked on her desk.  She checked, copied, stapled, and stamped tax returns all morning, sneaking a peek at Tom every once in a while.  He worked his way through the variety of area newspapers, watching Catherine out of the corner of his eye.  He had to admit she was beautiful.  His mind began to wander and he finally put down the Ackley World Journal.  He hadn’t actually read much of it, anyway.  He pulled a small notebook and a pen from a jacket pocket and began jotting something down.

“Ready for lunch?” Catherine asked.

Tom jumped and she giggled.  “Sure,” he replied, putting his things away.  Catherine smiled as he rose from his seat and offered his arm, which she accepted.  “So,” he said as they headed for the door, “where to?”

“The Ahoy Fountain is pretty good,” she replied as they descended the steps to the sidewalk.  “So is Jerry’s.  I usually eat at the Weathered Wheel.”

“Any of them sound fine to me,” Tom said, looking up and down the street.  “Shall we try Jerry’s?”

“Sure,” Catherine agreed, letting Tom lead the way down the block.  “I hope you haven’t been too bored today.  I’m sure reading the paper gets old after a while.”

“Actually, I rather enjoyed it,” he replied with a smile.  “I’ve never read a small-town newspaper before.”

Catherine couldn’t help but laugh as he held open the door to Jerry’s Pizza and Steakhouse for her.  “I can’t imagine there would be much different about it,” she grinned.  “Every newspaper I’ve ever read prints pretty much the same things.”

“It’s not so much what they print,” he explained as they sat down in a corner booth, “it’s how they print it.  It’s the style of writing that’s different.  It’s more…”

“Friendly?”

“Exactly!” Tom exclaimed.  “It’s very personal writing.  I felt like I got to know some of the people in those stories.  I could just tell that this is a very close-knit community.  It was nice.”

Catherine beamed with pride.  “It is,” she agreed.  “Most towns around here are.  I guess I sort of take it for granted.”

“You shouldn’t.  Not all places are this friendly.  For instance, if my car had broken down along the side of the road, say, in Tampa, I sincerely doubt that anyone would have stopped to help me.”

Loretta, the lone waitress, appeared and took their orders.  When she was gone, Catherine said, “I got a flat tire once.  I lived in the country at the time and I’d only gone about half a mile down the road when the tire went.  I pulled over and started rummaging through the trunk for my jack so that I could change my tire.  Within minutes, someone stopped to ask if I needed help and offered to send his hired man.  While he went to get help, someone else stopped to give me a hand.  When the first guy’s hired man showed up, it turned out to be someone I’d gone to high school with.  If it hadn’t been for them, I don’t think I’d have gotten the stupid tire off my car – the stupid thing was rusted on.”

“That’s exactly the sort of thing I’m talking about,” Tom said.  “You’re lucky to live in a place where you can count on your neighbors to help you out.

They continued chatting like old friends and suddenly, Catherine began to feel a connection between them.  She tried to ignore it, thinking it was only her imagination or a sudden emergence of her teen fantasies.  Besides, she thought, he couldn’t possibly be interested in me.

Her lunch break was over all too soon.  As they approached the counter to pay for their meals, Tom took Catherine’s ticket.  “I’ve got this,” he told her, setting both tickets on the counter next to the register.

“Tom, you don’t have to do that,” she objected.

“Catherine, it’s the least I can do,” he insisted, handing Roxanne enough money for both meals.  “I won’t take no for an answer.”

He was determined.  “If you insist,” she finally relented.

“I do,” he assured her as he collected his change from a smiling Roxanne.  “Shall we?”

Tom offered his arm and Catherine accepted, feeling somewhat embarrassed.  “Thank you for lunch,” she murmured.

“You’re welcome.  Thank you for stopping this morning.”

“I’m not sure how much help I’ve been, but you’re welcome,” she said.

Tom paused to look at her.  “What do you mean by that?” he asked, searching her face for clues.

“Well, it’s just that you’ve been stuck sitting around in our waiting room all day,” she replied.  “I’m sure you have things you need to do that won’t get done sitting here all day.”

He watched her as she spoke and felt something stir inside him.  “I do have things to do,” he agreed, “but I would much rather be with you.”

Catherine couldn’t believe her ears.  Tom couldn’t believe it himself.  For a moment, he regretted having spoken, but as they stared into each other’s eyes, all regret faded away.  Everything faded away and it was just the two of them standing at the edge, both wondering if they should jump or not.  In that moment, Tom saw more of her than he had ever hoped to see and for a moment, he was speechless.  In the end, it was Catherine who broke the silence.  “I…I have to go,” she murmured.  “I have to go back to work.”

They were standing in front of her office now, but she didn’t move.  She seemed to be waiting for a response.  “Right,” Tom nearly whispered.  “I-I think I’m going to go for a walk.  You know, see the town.  I shouldn’t be long.”

“Okay,” she nodded.  She watched him go before she returned to work.  She didn’t hear what Steph asked as she reclaimed her desk chair.  She hardly even noticed what she was doing as she got back to work, completing her tasks mechanically.  She was in a daze; thoughts whirled around inside her brain so fast that she didn’t stand a chance of deciphering them all.  Her mind kept returning to the moment in front of the steps.  Catherine had seen what he was thinking; she’d read his every thought as if they’d been her own.  He had wanted to kiss her and she couldn’t believe it.

They had been so close.  So close, and yet so far.  He doubted himself and she doubted what she saw, afraid to believe.  The more she thought about it, the more confused she became; finally, she began to doubt that she had seen anything at all.

Meanwhile, Tom roamed hither and yon through the streets of town, seeing everything and nothing.  His thoughts, too, were on that moment in front of the steps, and on how close he had come to changing everything.  How he had wanted to kiss her!  Yet something had held him back, had kept him frozen when he wanted to move.  He’d had a nagging sense that the timing wasn’t right, but he hadn’t wanted to listen.

He wandered aimlessly as thoughts flew willy-nilly round his head until finally he found himself standing in front of Catherine’s office.  He slowly climbed the steps to the door, smiling at Catherine as she looked up from her work.  “Hey,” he murmured.

“I thought you said you wouldn’t be long,” she teased.

“I wasn’t,” he argued.

Catherine giggled.  “It’s four o’clock,” she told him.  “Steph said I could cut out early when she gets back from running errands.  She should be here any minute.”

“I didn’t think I was gone that long,” Tom insisted.  “But that’s really nice of Steph to let you leave early like that.”

“I think she felt a little bad that you were stuck sitting here all day.  Have you heard anything fro Luethje’s?”

“Not yet.  Looks like I may need that ride to Cedar Falls after all,” he told her, secretly glad that he would get to spend more time with her.

“No problem,” Catherine replied, unable to contain the smile that lit up her face.

Steph returned from running errands before either of them had the chance to say more.  Once she had settled in at her desk, Catherine began shutting down her own computer and getting ready to go.  A few minutes later, they were out the door and heading for Catherine’s car.

“So,” Catherine began as she backed out of her parking space, “how was your walk?”

“It was okay.”

“Nice town, isn’t it?”

“Yeah,” Tom replied hesitantly.  “Actually, I did a lot of thinking while I walked and I didn’t pay a whole lot of attention to my surroundings,” he admitted sheepishly.

“What were you thinking about?” Catherine asked, glancing briefly in his direction as she checked for traffic before turning onto the highway.

“Oh, nothing in particular,” he lied.  “Just things.”

Catherine looked over at him.  “Really?  Just things?”

“Yup.”

She grinned at him, her eyes twinkling mischievously, and suddenly, Tom couldn’t breathe.  “Okay for you,” she laughed.  “Don’t tell me then.”

“Maybe I will one of these days,” he replied teasingly as his breath returned.

“Oh, I see how it is.  You’re a tease!”

Tom laughed.  “I only tease people I like,” he assured her.

“So you like me, then, is that it?”

Her eyes were still twinkling; she had no idea how close she was to the truth.  “Yes,” he admitted before he could stop himself.  “I like you very much, Catherine.”

But he said it so softly that Catherine didn’t hear him.  “I’m sorry, I didn’t catch that.  What did you say?”

Tom breathed a quick sigh of relief.  “Oh, nothing,” he said quickly.  “Just being a smart aleck.  So, how far is it to Cedar Falls from here?”

“Oh, right around 45 minutes or so,” she replied.  “I’ll get on Highway 20 here in a bit and then we can go a little faster.  What time are you supposed to be there?”

“Right about the time we’ll get there,” Tom said.  “Hey – would you like to stick around, maybe see the show?”

“Sure!  I’d love to,” Catherine exclaimed, once again struggling to keep her inner thirteen-year-old in check.  “Thank you.”

“Hey, what are friends for?”

Catherine turned to look at him.  “Really?  Friends?”

“Sure; why not?”  Tom squirmed uncomfortably in his seat.  Why wouldn’t she stop staring at him?  She finally turned her attention back to the road and he resumed breathing, hoping he’d managed not to betray his feelings again.

But he had, and Catherine had seen once again what he’d been thinking.  Once again, she doubted.  Once again, she feared she was reading too much into it.  “I’m flattered,” she finally managed.

Tom turned to stare at her in surprise.  “Why?”

Catherine shrugged her shoulders as she turned into Pine Lake State Park.  “You must know people far more interesting than me,” she said lamely.  “If your car hadn’t broken down, we never would have met.”

“Maybe it was meant to be,” he suggested cautiously.

“What was meant to be?” she asked hesitantly.

“Maybe  my car was meant to break down,” he said, “though I fail to see what that has to do with us being friends.”  On an impulse, he took her hand and gave it a squeeze.  “Unless you don’t want to be friends…”

Catherine flicked her eyes in his direction as she squeezed his hand in return, her whole arm tingling from his touch.  “I do want to be friends, Tom,” she insisted.

“Then…”

“I guess I’m just a bit star-struck,” she replied, smiling self-consciously.  “Sorry.

He smiled that wonderful smile of his as her eyes darted from him to the road and back.  “I’m just a regular guy,” he said, still holding her hand.

“Well, regular or not, I’m glad we’re friends,” Catherine assured him.

“Me, too.”

The rest of the drive to Cedar Falls was dominated by silence; both Tom and Catherine were lost in thought, trying to make sense of the day’s events.  When they arrived at their destination, they were quickly separated by a throng of people who’d been looking all over for Tom.  Before Catherine even realized what had happened, she found herself alone.  She wandered around for a bit, trying to decide if she should leave or not.  She had almost made up her mind when she was approached by a young man impersonating Eminem.  “Catherine?”

“Yes…”

“Cool.  Come with me,” he instructed.  “Tom sent me to find you.”

“He did?”

“Yup yup.  I”m Alex, by the way,” he introduced himself.

Catherine shook his hand.  “Nice to meet you, Alex,” she said, feeling a bit unsure of herself as they hurried through the performance center.  “Um, where are we going?”

“Oh, Tom wanted you to wait for him in his dressing room,” Alex explained, stopping in front of a door.  “Go on in.  He’ll be around in a bit, after rehearsal.”

He opened the door and stood back so Catherine could enter the room, and once she was inside, he left.  Catherine looked around, studying the room.  It was rather plain, except for where Tom’s things were scattered about.  The mirror along one wall caught her eye, in particular the note with her name that had been taped to its silvery surface.  She unfolded the piece of paper and found two words printed neatly in the center: Turn around.

“You don’t follow directions very well, do you?”

Catherine nearly jumped out of her skin and turned around to find Tom trying not to laugh.  “I’ll have you know that I follow directions quite well,” she insisted, affecting a haughty superiority.

“Okay, okay,” Tom said, holding his hands up in surrender.  “Are you hungry?  We could get something to eat…”

“Sure, I could eat,” she said, wondering why he suddenly seemed so nervous.  “Are you okay?”

Tom led her out into the hall.  “Of course.  Why wouldn’t I be?”

Catherine studied him for a moment before answering.  “I don’t know,” she replied.  “You just seem nervous.”

“Must be pre-show jitters,” he said hastily.

“Must be,” she agreed, still watching him.  She didn’t believe him, but since she couldn’t come up with a better theory, she let the subject drop, to Tom’s immense relief.

Tom finally found the buffet he’d been looking for and he and Catherine filled their plates and sat down.  Neither of them said much as they ate.  Tom couldn’t keep his eyes off Catherine and though there were a thousand things he wanted to tell her, he found he hadn’t even the breath for one.  Catherine pretended not to notice his staring, but she couldn’t help wondering why he found her so fascinating.

Catherine watched the concert from the middle of the third row and enjoyed every minute.  Tom had given her a backstage pass for after the show, but once backstage, she had trouble finding him.  Instead, she managed to find Alex.  “Will you do me a favor?” she asked him.

“Sure, what do you need?”

She tore a piece of paper from the small notebook she kept in her purse, scribbled something, and handed Alex the note.  “Can you give this to Tom for me?”

Alex took the paper from her and folded it in half a couple times.  “No problem,” he said, walking off in search of Tom.

“Thank you!” Catherine called after him.

It didn’t take Alex long to find Tom alone in a far corner.  He appeared to be rehearsing something when Alex tapped him on the shoulder.  “Hey, man, Catherine asked me to give you this,” he said, handing Tom the note.

“What?  Where is she?” he asked, unfolding the paper, but Alex just shrugged and disappeared back into the crowd from whence he came.  Tom returned his attention to the note, which contained Catherine’s phone number and a suggestion to call her the next time he was in town.  For a moment, all he could do was stare at the piece of paper, but then inspiration struck and he raced back to his dressing room.

The laptop was on the counter, right where he’d left it, and he quickly brought up Google.  He punched in her name.  No results.  Next he tried her name and town.  That brought up a few old newspaper articles detailing her high school band career, but nothing more.  On a hunch, he tried a reverse phone lookup on WhitePages.com.  Bingo!  He scribbled down her information and ran off to find Alex.

In the meantime, Catherine was stuck in traffic.  University Avenue was a nightmare all the way out to Hudson Road.  As she pondered how much faster things would move without the police directing traffic, the long line of cars in front of her finally began to inch forward.  She crept toward Hudson Road at a snail’s pace and eventually managed to turn south toward home.

As she neared open country and picked up speed, her thoughts drifted back to Tom.  She couldn’t help feeling a bit giddy thinking about him and she finally allowed her inner thirteen-year-old to squee to her heart’s content.  The rest of the drive home seemed to fly by as she recalled snippets of conversation from earlier in the day.  She arrived at home fort minutes later, high as a kite and grinning from ear to ear.

Catherine entered her apartment still grinning and closed the door behind her.  She hung up her things and meandered toward her room to change clothes.  She took her time, still thinking about Tom and all that had happened that day.  The more she thought about it, the more she began to wonder if it had all been just an incredible dream, but something told her it wasn’t.

She was in the bathroom combing out her hair when the doorbell rang.  “Who in the world could that be?” she wondered as the chime of the doorbell was followed by thunderous pounding on the front door.  “Okay, okay, I”m coming already,” she muttered as she headed for the door.  She opened the door and before she even had time to react, he was kissing her.

Catherine was so surprised that she took a step back.  Tom kicked the door shut behind him as he kissed her and when he finally stepped back to look at her, Catherine could hardly speak.  “What…Tom…I…”

“I’ve been wanting to do that all day,” he explained breathlessly.  “I-I’m sorry to barge in on you like this, but I couldn’t leave without telling you how I feel.”

“What?” she whispered, beginning to realize how stupid she’d been.

Tom stepped closer and caressed her cheek.  “Catherine, I”d like to see you again,” he murmured, “as in a date.”

“A date?” she repeated, seemingly uncomprehending.  “With me?”

He smiled that smile of his and she felt herself go weak in the knees.  “Yes, with you,” he laughed gently.

Catherine stepped closer, smiling as he wrapped his arms around her.  “I would really like that,” she gushed.

Tom bent down and kissed her gently.  “Good,” he murmured, kissing her again.

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So…

April 16, 2009 Kay Lynn 2 comments

So basically, I’ve been atrocious about posting this month.  Sorry.  As I just finished telling my bridesmaids, the procrastination bug has bitten quite hard lately.  There are a million things I should be doing and yet…none of them are getting done.  I can’t even blame Facebook this time!  I’ve been playing Bloodlines on MySpace and have become rather addicted.  It’s pure boredom, I think, that’s stimulating my fascination with the game.  So much for having outgrown my interest in vampires…

I really can’t say that there’s much going on around here because really, there isn’t.  My hands have finally recovered from raking leaves last week; I got off work early Friday and spent the rest of the afternoon raking the yard.  Yecchh.  We have a pretty big yard and lots of leaf-bearing trees, so raking is a huge chore.  Plus, Greg and the kids raked all the leaves up last fall and pushed them out to the curb for the City to pick up and then they never came, so when the snow began to fly and the plows began to plow, they pushed all those leaves right back into the yard.  Jerks.  Their leaf-collecting machine broke, so rather than reschedule the leaf pick-up, they just didn’t do it.  Raking wet leaves really, really sucks.  You might say it sucks brass monkey balls.

*sigh*  Have had it with working.  Am more than ready to go home for the day.  Really looking forward to the RCIA potluck tonight and the yummy, yummy deviled eggs that will be going with us.  Have decided to channel Bridget Jones with my writing style for this paragraph.  Am super excited that tax season is officially over.  Must now lose weight.

In other news, Twitter is being irritating.  While it is rather awesome, it’s also rather a pain.  The jury is out on this, too.  I suppose now it’s cooperating, I don’t dislike it quite as much as I did a few minutes ago, but that may change.  I suppose I alternately love/hate it, much like the Twitter widget in my sidebar that doesn’t update in real time.

I think that’s it for the day.

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Tuesday Daydream

April 14, 2009 Kay Lynn 2 comments

Hippy Name

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Tuesday Daydream

I sort of feel like I’m in a Tuesday daydream.  And seriously, those Facebook name generators are kind of addictive.

*sigh*  Not much new here lately.  I’ve been working on that fluff piece some more and it’s getting closer to being done, but it’s not quite there yet.  Oh, and I’m making progress on the big typing project.  I’m now in the midst of retyping a paper I wrote about my mom in seventh grade.  Yeesh!  I know I’m my own worst critic, but I am so glad that I’ve learned how to write since then.  And the next time I complain about my lack of poetic ability, will someone please insist that I reread the poetry project from eighth grade that I just finished retyping?  Please?  Thank you.

In other “news,” it has been proven that I am easily amused.  Greg and I were joking about baby names for if we had a girl and he pitched B’Elanna to his mom.  She gave him one of those looks that all but screams, “You’re out of your mind, you know that, don’t you?”  I found it all quite funny, particularly because then we would have Tom and B’Elanna.  Have I written about this already?  I feel like I have.  Oh, well.  I suppose if I have already covered this, it just proves further how funny I think it is, which is really rather sad.

In actual news, it’s not every day you see a house coming down the road at you.  If you were in or around Elkader and Volga last week, though, that’s exactly what you would have seen.  That would really be weird to see a house coming down the highway.  At least everything went off without a hitch!  I sure as heck wouldn’t have wanted to be in charge of driving that house around all those curves, though, because the house wasn’t strapped down or anything. 

Ho hum.  I suppose I should finish putting this one last return together so I can begin with the phone calls and such.  Not that I want to; I’ve been bitten by the spring-fever/I-don’t-want-to-be-at-work bug.  Which reminds me that I need to put in for the day off on Monday.  I’d better get that done before I forget again.  *sigh*

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